…slowly …very slowly

Today is June 30th… do you know what the means?

jack squat

(sorry if it’s your birthday and i forgot, then to you, this day is very special)

i’m glad that i’m finally picking up the guitar more… regretably i’ve been neglecting karli lately, and it’s good to spend time with her

i actually want to write a song… and to those of you that havent written one before, it’s not easy… i’m gonna give it a shot though… i’ll keep you updated on that progress

RANDOM SHOUT OUT TO KATE: hey kate, let me know if you read these

to me, life appears to be a juggling act… (yes i can juggle) sometimes you just drop all of the juggling balls, and you’re screwed… but sometimes you can manage to get all of them in the air, and keep them there… that’s what i’m working on now

though i’m playing with flaming chainsaws… yes FLAMING CHAINSAWS they sound cool but they hurt when you drop them…

then the dogs come out… the dogs that shoot bees from their mouths when they bark…
…(simpsons reference anyone?)

My friend is going to have a Doctors appointment on Friday and it is very serious… She will be ok though. I know it.

Honestly if i went to any other school I dont think that i wouldnt be as comfortable as i am right now…

My friends are INCREDIBLE I just want to get that on the record

You all know who you are… and i’m confident that if you’re reading this you are

shit… i need to get to sleep

Good night and sweet dreams to all!

~M

Per Aspera Ad Astra

…live journal

so my lovely… amazing… beautiful DoFD erin was right… that thing that someone said to me was just mispercieved… so everything is cool

I’m sorry to see that no one entered my contest… this makes me SAD :-[

i’ll just make an anagram up on my own…

Matthew Alan Martz

Ma’am trawl that zen

yeah… what can i say… my name sucks

I was just about to type something up here about a dilemma i’m facing… but i dont think it’s a dilemma… because i know what i’m going to do
…as they say… big risks lead to big rewards… the question is… is the risk worth taking, or the reward worth the risk…

in my situation… (which i dont think i’ll put on here… unless i take the risk and succeed…)
…i think that it is… the risk is worth taking

now it’s just a matter of timing (my worst enemy…timing)

well i’m out for now…

~Martz

So yesterday i mentioned that i only got a few hours sleep the night before last…
what i didn’t mention was that in the car home, in order to not fall asleep i either had to:
a) sing loudly to the cd i was listening to
b) slap myself in the face, hard, and repeatedly (which i did do)
c) have a loud conversation with myself

i did all of those things… i had a lot of time on my hands afterall

and amazingly enough i had an interesting conversation with myself…
mainly reflection on the retreat and some stuff that happened…
nothing major really, just something someone said to me that bothered me (which other people would think as pretty stupid, but i’ll take care of it)

i got ya curious didnt i?
well too bad, maybe you’ll find out later

stolen from RONALD FORBES’ profile:

Beware: the following words now cause Ron to laugh hysterically, no matter the context: enhancement, enlargement, augentation, optimal performance, and of course, rule nine gotta love my RHF Officers
ITCTC

and i’m going to add abstain to that list

CONTEST TIME
who can make the coolest anagram out of my name: Matthew Alan Martz
BUT MATT… WTF IS AN ANAGRAM??????
to make an anagram rearrange the letters in my name to make other words… like Kate Laflin’s is A Lint Flake
you don’t have to use my full name, but it would have to be a chunk like Matt Martz, Matthew Martz… i’ll even let you use Alan Martz…
… but you can’t use Mat Ala Martz or some version where you’re missing letters…

I’ll give you something if you win… it’ll be good

i may post again tonight, depends…

~Martz
ITCTC
&
Per Aspera Ad Astra