This is what i think » 2004 » November

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here’s not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia’s all I got left
I don’t know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It’s like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)

So I know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It’s like
I’m paranoid lookin’ over my back
It’s like
a whirlwind inside of my head
It’s like
I can’t stop what I’m hearing within
It’s like
the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I’ve got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You’ve got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia’s probably worse
I don’t know what set me off first
But I know what I can’t stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can’t add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)

So you know that when it’s time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

IN 5 HOURS I BEGIN MY JOURNEY HOME!

yup, leaving for tech at 8 AM… why am i still up?
no idea. haven’t gone to sleep before 3 AM any night that i’ve been on break. I guess that’s because it’s more peaceful at night and I can do whatever and not be bugged

for the road tomorrow, i’ll probably watch i, robot and the day after tomorrow… i may switch the girl next door for i, robot… but i just watched that so maybe not.

Thanksgiving was good.

I’m thankful for:
my family
my friends
having a job for winter break
3 available unencrypted wireless access points (although, somewhat spotty)
going home tomorrow